Monday, April 7, 2014
Chapter Three: Devastation, Part IX: January 2010
Please begin reading my divorce memoir from the beginning.
January 19, 2010
Ok. Venting big time.
Part of me wants to tell the kids so they will hate Jerry as much as I do. Yes, I hate him. I have for a long time, but now I have a really good reason. Not that my other reason was anything to sneeze at either. Verbal abuse is so devastating. I am such a damaged person.
I don’t trust him at all. At all! I haven’t for many years.
I know he’s a louse and I’ve been living with it, covering up for it, promoting him almost by not coming forth with it—hiding it from everyone.
Internet affairs are no different from physical affairs. Emotional affairs are worse than one-night stands. And who knows what he was doing with his hands, right? Oh, wait, we all know what he was doing with his hands.
He had a phone affair, an internet affair, a text affair and an e-mail affair—and a mail affair. I saw the USPS charge on the credit card. He sent her some of their high school paraphernalia.
He put me down. I was and am nothing to him.
Stay strong....Have courage....Stay the course....